After being busy, it's time to be a failure.
Well, many have cheered me up, and comforted me with lots of words. "Try again next time", " It's not the end yet, do better next time", "It's just not your day, you'll have a better time tomorrow". Well, those phrases are only applicable for kids. Why do I say so? Mainly because it's not giving any effect on me. I'm still feeling as bad as ever.
How bad did I fared? Well, I shall list it down.
1. Failed to organize my time.
2. Failed to organize my resources(money).
3. Failed to pass simple and crucial test.
4. Failed to get the results I want.
5. Failed to maintain the results I want.
6. Failed to lead FS in a proper manner.
7. Failed to take out usher responsibility when it is needed.
8. Failed to manage my relationships.
9. Failed to decide on my future.
10. Failed to defend my rights.
11. Failed to be a responsible driver.
12. Failed to be a leader at all times.
13. Failed to realise how many times I've repeated my failures.
14. Failed to improve my guitar skills.
15. Failed to control my temper.
16. Failed to realize visions I have.
17. Failed to keep my promises.
18. Failed to fulfill my responsibility as a son.
19. Failed to fulfill my responsibility as a student.
20. Failed to fulfill my other responsibilities.
21. Failed to manage my life.
22. Failed to get 99 failures.
23. Failed to realise how failure I am for still thinking that I am a failure despite people around me telling me I'm not a failure I think I am.
24. Failed to succeed.
25. Failed to realise I failed to succeed.
There, 25 failures. More than enough reasons to say that I'm a big failure. Well, there are actually more, but since I'm a big failure, I shall fail to enlist all of the failures I have. No need words of encouragement, as I myself can give sufficient amount to myself if those words are useful. Just, help me list down how much more failure I am.
PS: There was only 1 thing I succeeded this week, which is to be a member of a 7 member Malaysia Record breaking team. 7 of us squeezed into a tiny kelisa and travelled for around 250 m. Evidence? See attached pics. (can't see me cause I'm squeezed behind them).
(more like 7 monkeys in a clown car)