09-10

First post for 2010.. Shall be reserved for the reflections of 2009..

Indeed, I had a tough time listing the 10 things I wanted to give thanks to the Lord on the pass new year's eve prayer meeting... Not that I had too little, but I had a lot.. and each of them felt like it was ages since it happened.. Yet in reality, it all happened in the past year.. So, I shall come up with another thanksgiving list here.. XD

1. Thank God for health and protection for family.. Indeed, it was great to see everyone in good condition.

2. Thank God for the wakeup call on how short life is.. Though I won't really feel happy on this.. but nevertheless, it happened.. For the first time in my life I've lost someone I know.. who died young.. and this person help make me realize how short life actually is.. An experience I'll remember for a very long time...

3. Thank God for relationships.. (relationship??? Victor pakto liao meH???).. I know you're thinking that when I typed this.. but I am still single... haha...

4. Thank God for ministry opportunities.. Yes.. ministry for me is a privilege that is offered to me.. Not so much that the church needs someone to serve.. but the ministry of God has an opening for you to serve in.. and that's privilege..

5. Thank God for trips.. Melaka, Ipoh, Seremban, Genting, KK, Ayer Tawar... suang des neh!!!

6. Thank God for THESIS!!!! Started the year praying for the "right" thesis... In the end didn't get the topic I wanted... instead got a topic I totally had no idea on.. worked on it... wasn't that hard... got a 90/100!!!! woohoo!!!! XD

7. Thank God for how He led me in music... Yes, this "freak" who loves Final Fantasy songs actually indulge himself in music.. and thank God for the ability to write a song.. hoho.. XD..more than a song... XP

8. Thank God for equipping courses.. namely Global Leadership Summit and No Apologies.. learnt a lot.. on how they actually brought the message forward.. GLS is FOC somemore.. XD

9. Thank God for books.. got at least 5... time to read up.. @.@

10. Thank God for every other little things in my life that matters.. sometimes.. the most..


That's the revamped 10! Btw..need some new year's resolution from you all! I've got my 10... the ten things I wanna do this year for myself.. and for this year only.. I am allowing input for another 10.. things.. that you wish.. to see me.. accomplish.. and I am actually gonna try.. accomplishing it.. so start writing!!! XD

While = 6 months..

In the previous post, I did mention that I'll be back in a while.. and it really seems that "a while" is actually a full 6 month period... And I do bet that not many actually would anticipate me blogging at this time of the year.. Most probably most of this blog's readers have already abandoned following this blog... So if YOU are actually reading this, I salute you... and would like to honor you with a "faithful blog follower" badge.... just that the badge never existed.. XD

I've recently visited Ayer Tawar and the surrounding attractions (including Pangkor Island).. courtesy of Tracy Wong.. and I must say it was a great trip.. Reason? Food? Attractions? People?

Yes, the food was fantastic, attractions were interesting, people were great.. but those are not the main reason.. Main reason lies within an anime that I like a lot called "Honey and Clover".. It's a great anime about the lives of several arts students and their perceptions on life and adolescence's greatest ordeal - love..

In the anime itself, a character named Takemoto set off on a journey to discover himself by cycling around Japan.. though it sounds ridiculous, I somehow felt that I was going through the same thing as I travelled to Ayer Tawar.. none of my companions knew what I was thinking, yet the thoughts kept racing.. What is the next thing in my life? What's my calling? What's my purpose? How come there's this deep desire of wanting to go away for a set period of time.. Away from people I know, away from places I knew? Am I running away from something?

With all those thoughts, I do discover that I'm very alike the anime character Takemoto at that time.. though I'm not cycling around M'sia on a bike, but I was definitely desperate for a trip to a new place, away from the norm.. And as I ended the trip.. I realized I have not yet discovered myself..

On 23rd December 2009, I watched the last 2 episodes of the anime for season 1.. and it was all about Takemoto returning back.. without discovering himself also.. but in the anime, a quote struck me deeply.. so deep that I think my answer is found there as well..

" I realized I ran away so that I can cherish the things I have been having while I wasn't away"...

And..

I'll be back.. soon..
meanwhile..
new post at here...

http://vlyztag.blogspot.com/

LOL

First of all, I would like to apologize for leaving this blog unmaintained for almost a month's time. Inspiration has been lacking recently, and crap (I mean meaningless words.. not the physical ones..) that was generated recently was too lame to be published here.. Nevertheless, I've returned with a new post, Lol~!!

For those who are not new to the world of internet and instant messaging systems, LOL will definitely be part of their dictionary. From kids who just started exploring the wonder of short english language words, to older people who are curious about what the youngsters are using in conversation, LOL will somehow or other be one of the basic short forms to learn.

What is LOL? To many, it's a short form used when a joke is given (those who never knew the meaning), but to the short form literate ones, it is Lough Out Loud. However, this blog will uncover a new meaning to LOL - Lack Of Love..

What is Lack of Love? Lacking of love is going to be defined as the situation or condition where a person feels not appreciated enough, or not having enough care in their lives. These people will tend to get emotional over small little things, and usually will cry alone at home..

Such people, is me. I've been in a condition where I feel I lack love.. for many many years..
Where can I get it? Family? Close Friends? Friends? Relatives? Even "girlfriend?" I've tried most of it, except the last one, though I've been so desperate for a girlfriend, I ended up looking like a geek/freak~! But, endless search for love has left me lacking more and more, till a point, I wonder, I was made not to be loved.. I should just live a robot life, where I go to work, earn money, stay alive, get married to pass on my family line, and die. People are just planned to do stuff that way.

I was almost conned into believing that fact till one day, I discovered a love, that is so abundant, that it can totally eliminate this lack that I have. A love, that is so great, but different from any other love in the world. A love that is so unique, yet is common to everyone. The Love of God...

(there shall be part 2...)

PS: Suddenly thought of the LOL = Lack of Love definition... which is why I'm blogging stuffs like this.. i do think a lot when i drive...

Joshua Chong is coming out~!

Well, when Keegan was born, I had a blog post dedicated to him, and his proud parents, Uncle Nickson and Aunty Chanel... Now that Joshua Chong is born, I think it is fair that I have a blog post dedicated to Uncle Desmond and Aunty Flora.. hehe... For Keegan, i made a new version of Santa Claus is coming to town, well, for Joshua, I'm gonna change the well-known London Bridge is falling down.. hehe... here goes:



Joshua Chong is coming out,
Coming out, coming out,
Joshua Chong is coming out,
Alert Desmond.

Desmond needs to send Flora,
Send Flora, send flora,
Desmond needs to send Flora,
To hospital.

Joshua Chong is out safely,
Out safely, out safely,
Joshua Chong is out safely,
In hospital.

Congrats to the new parents,
New parents, new parents,
Congrats to the new parents,
Des and Flora.


Well, everything stated in this blog post has no other intention but to congratulate the couple upon the safe arrival of their son. Other interpretation of this blog post, will be due to the fact that you (yes.. you...) think too much.. And I know, I got a lousy music sense, but hey, at least I tried~!

PS: For those interested on the Keegan post, here goes...

A Hungry Man is AN Angry Man

Well, I never believed that the phrase "a hungry man is an angry man" applies to everyone, especially me up until yesterday night...

Well, I have planned to skip dinner.. yes, Victor Lee is skipping dinner, due to the numerous approaches by different people telling me how big my tummy has gotten into..

So, in order to finally try to reduce the size, I have chosen to skip dinner... and boy, I did get angry easily...

A few person messaged me in MSN and said how selfish I was, though I do believe now that at that time, they were just being mischievous, but at that time, I was hungry, thus I was pissed.

Apologies to them if they never intended harm..

But, as a conclusion, the phrase applies to me as well...

PS: Since it's not good to be an angry person, I shall not be hungry anymore.. hehe... (good excuse~!)

Delayed Posts~!

I can't believe I didn't blogged for 2 weeks!!! TWO WEEKS~!!!!

Well, what have I been doing? Possibly I've been busy preparing for an audition (not for joking..) as well as lots of uni homework... gonna come to an end soon, thus the reason for the piling homework.. besides that, life's been great for me.. though I'm not sure whether it's cause I have emo-ed lesser or cause I've been occupied with workload, thus no emo-ing time.. but I do believe it's because of a Discipleship Training "thingy" I've been attending in church.. somehow or other, it's helping me to control my emotions..

Back to the topic.. I've delayed 3 important posts about 3 important days.. so I shall keep you all updated here..

1. Palm Sunday - The Sunday just before the Crucifixion, ie, the Sunday before Good Friday and Easter Sunday. Why is it Palm? It's due to the reason that in one of the gospels, it was mentioned that people welcomed Jesus into Jerusalem using palm and robes... So what's so special about this Palm Sunday for me? I have inherited my skills of folding Palm Crosses to the youths.. yeah, through Faith Youth..

2. Good Friday - The Friday night when Jesus was crucified. For last year's Good Friday, I was involved as a "keh leh feh" (side actors) in a drama in church. This year, I was also involved in a drama, playing an important role, in also, a side way.. I voiced Jesus.. Well, I never thought I'd get this chance to do this important role as my voice was never deep and steady.. Yet, I was glad I had this chance to do so.. though I had to thank Ah Seng for some minor part... hehe... Well, new experience for me.. and though it was a solemn night, it meant lots to me..

3. Easter Sunday - The resurrection!!! No rabbits, No eggs, It's all about Christ~! Normal combined English service, plus a celebration at Carl's after that!!!

That's all about it.. what other big things happened?
Well, I'll update a major happening from the Easter Sunday until now, with pictures from my phone.. in the next post as I believe this post is boring everyone..

PS: Thanks for your time, to appreciate your time reading this lengthy post, I shall disclose to you my current status,




















































I'm still single... for those who are wondering.. :) And if you find this not worth scrolling down for, hope this will compensate for it.. a new post in my tag blog.. vlyztag.blogspot.com...